today i came home feeling defeated. the hrs of unproductive studying in school and the pathetic 4 math questions at starbucks b4 giving up and heading home.i feel like i have no control at all,the amount of revision i have left. i cant manage my chinese, my bio my amath and i really feel demoralised. but there's this little voice inside me telling me not to give up, because in the end all these obstacles will mould me to be a strong person. right now i only have ten days left and im feeling really scared. i think about the day i get back my results and how i might be disappointed with myself for not being able to prove to myself that you dont have to be smart to do well for o's, that being hardworking will reward you in the end.

1 Peter 5:6-7